Hi Grace,
Being a Moderator, I of course fully understand you crying and screamming and jumping up and down like a demented god knows what! Too that I may add, calm down young lady, big deep breaths....BREATHS I said, think of your nearest Clarks shoe store when you return home, you wont feel any better leaving the boat behind, BUT, you will have added another pair of shoes to your collection!!!
Iain